my family is drving me crazy.

i usually don’t mind them, oddly enough for a 19 year old girl i love my family very very much.

i mean, they are probably the only people who are just like me and will never ever judge me for anything i do, they will always love me unconditionally.

my dad and i have the exact same taste in movies and most music.

my mom and i have the same personality.

and my brother and i share the same sarcastic, witty, sick and twisted sense of humor.

but right now, everytime one of them says something or makes a noise i feel this hatred for them.  it sounds intense, i know, haha. it’s kind of like an extended bout of PMS and everything little thing seems to irk me.

i suppose i am just tired of being asked what i’m doing all of the time, not being allowed out when i want to be, etc, basically feeling like i’m an eleven year old girl when in reality i’m almost 20.

i really need to move out; but that would require me to get a job that i can’t seem to find and to save up tons of money, which would take a very long time.

for now, i guess i have to cope.